Since I know that we would seeing each other every week, I feel we should be frank with each other. Sometimes I feel lost for words but I’m in progress of learning.

I get panic on what to do. Each time 2.30 pm approaches, I leave Almighty, Allah guide me to find the topic from Wikipedia. My goodness…why I am looking the reading in English. In bahasa will help me more. I cannot reprint the text because, it is fifteen minute to 2.30 pm. Social Contract is the first topic in today’s lecture. I know I will survive!!!

Two handsome boys answered my question in English. Subhanallah…he spoke like an American. He spoke real good! Actually I couldn’t understand even a word.

“Ai’sah Abol, be honest, wake up and tell them the truth… O Allah, guide me Allah. Guide me…” I monologed in my heart.

My student, Coud you please use bilingual, I would understand you better. Today is my first day to teach in English in my life., please…..”. I bagged. Day by day I gained confidence and my English. I realize, I became aware beautiful English language is. My student gave me full attention during my lesson. They are wonderful group of K 12 and always work as a team.

To appreciate them I have to write in English. I became aware how beautiful English language is. I want for them to read. Although they are not same religion and race with me, I love them just like the rest.. They gave me good response during my class and show me good behavior. I know they will be a good teachers in future. They give me the spirit, the enthusiasism, the love and the inspiration when they expose their heart to me on a piece of paper.

My students, thank you very much: “ You Make Me One Step Better”.